Jeremy and I were officially over for about a week and a half. During which I spent 99% of my time doing stupid dumb bad shit. I mean I was having fun, but only because I was either so drunk stoned barred out yakked out or leaned out that I had no real thought process and therefore, no depressing thoughts. After about a week I got so sick. Spent ( Read more... )

I moved out of the apartment about a week ago. I think. Things weren't going the way I thought they would, and it seemed like it was putting a lot of pressure on my relationship with Jeremy ( Read more... )

I'm getting huge packets from my school.
It's overwhelming.
98 days!

I got a raise today ( Read more... )

So I got back from NY yesterday &&I LOVE IT. Everything is so fast paced and the people are so loud and rude and always look like they're on a mission. Haha I love the atmosphere. And the city is amazing. It's so clean, which was surprising. We flew into La Guardia, took a bus to Grand Central, took a train to the campus where we stayed in a hotel ( Read more... )

They hired another new hostess at my work. She looks like a 30yr old crackhead you'd find downtown on a corner. No joke. It's embarassing and you can tell people look at her funny. Like, what blind deaf dude gave you this job? She's incompetent and shy, which makes it impossible to be mean to her.
I leave tomorrow morning to check out my school in ( Read more... )

 I miss hanging out with people. For awhile I couldn't stand their bullshit anymore, and since July 4th haven't made any sort of effort to see anyone other than Hayley ( Read more... )

No more worrying and anticipating.
Time to embrace and jump.

 I got another pomeranian! She's so cute, she looks like a little bear. All black with a tiny little white patch on her chest. I can't look at her and not smile, she's so little and awkward and clumsy and ahhh.! Cuteness. We named her Ellie. I call her LiLi. =)

Last night was Hayley's birthday partyy. Tons of people were there that I hadn't seen in ( Read more... )

 I think it's really starting to dawn on me that I'll be moving halfway across the country in a few months. But I still can't... fit my head around it? I don't know. It's causing me to question everything around me yet make me want to enjoy it all while it lasts ( Read more... )