PS - On my way to work tipsy again. Hopefully I can keep quieter than last night.

I can't remember the last time I went a whole day without having alcohol in my system ( Read more... )

 I can't wait to go back to schooool.
I'm not having a bad time it's just that whenever we go do something I realize I'm wishing my friends in NY were here to go, too.
Hayley picked me up from my mom's last week, so I've been staying at her place in Dallas. Pretty much just been laying out and hanging out with old friends.
Hayley, JD, Alex &two of his ( Read more... )

FINALLY back in Texas ( Read more... )

If anyone hasn't heard John West, YouTube him right now.
Malibu enduced tears.
I realized that beyond school I have no home? I haven't seen the places my parents now live. No one no longer lives in my hometown.
I should stop typing.
I can't believe I haven't set foot in Texas in 6 months.

17; that alone should have sent up red flags.
I chopped off the end of my finger.
&Went to the Third Eye Blind concert in NYC on Tuesday.
My summer break is in 24days.
My grandpa died Monday.
I give up on being discontent with things I can't control.
I can't stop watching AquaTeens.

I finally texted Hayden and asked why she hadn't replied to anything since I last visited her ( Read more... )

Feeling rather melancholy as of right now.
Just to sum up the past three months I have: moved to New York, started school at the Culinary Institute of America, had the flu and appendicitis within my first three weeks here, got my appendix removed!, done a few ridiculously stupid things, gotten another tattoo (or are those one in the same?), gone to ( Read more... )

Things have been amazing lately. Last week everyone was in town for thanksgiving and I met tons of Hayden's friends. I can't believe I've been missing out on hanging out with people I actually like my entire life. Everyone was someone I enjoyed meeting and hope to keep in touch with. I even met a boy in a yellow hat. He goes to Arkansas and weee ( Read more... )

Keep cutting me down, you're forcing me to grow.