i got some kinda family issues, nothin deadly serious, maybe just things inside of me that makes me feel different while interacting with my parents. i can talk with my brother easily enough, but my parents on the other hand, theres a certian level of tension that i can see in there eyes, like that wanna say somethin but dont. when interactin with ( Read more... )

"are you ok, is everything fine, wanna talk about it" he asks, though he sounds like he even fuckin cares. between around 7:59 am to around 4:31 pm, im all bidness. you probly wouldnt recognize me at first, because i got my serious face on most of the time. what i think and how i feel is irrelevant at work, im there to do my 8 hours and get the ( Read more... )

ten snows(what i call years) ago to this week, my life changed. just when you think everythings cool and nothin will happen to you, BOOM, you end up face down in an emergency room, smelling like chicken and limping due to third degree burns to your legs because of a little campfire accident. you tend to think alot about life and mortality when your ( Read more... )

but sometimes thats enough, for now at least ( Read more... )

looks like i havent posted in a while, as in since fuckin may. nothin much to report that happened since then, except work and sleep and work ( Read more... )

holy fuck, i had this enlightening conversation while working across the table from val. hes a50 year old philipino guy, hes pretty good guy. hes half wise, half fuckin hilarious. one day he asked me what goes through a gay mans mind, course i responded(with a very serious look mind you) "never in my 26 years of exsistance, never have i seen a gay ( Read more... )

Your Birthdate: June 3

Being born on the 3rd day of the month is likely to add a good bit of vitality to your life ( Read more... )

when it comes to, how do i put this, life lessons is a good description(in my culture they're called "teachings") i manage to find and even dissect the most descriptive and maybe realistic messages in the slightest of sentences. last friday, around 2ish, half hour before last coffee break, my boss came around and was handin out peanut butter ( Read more... )

after further examination about my life in general while driving to rogers video to return movies, i for some reason reflected on my life, sundays in particular. i calculated, in the last decade since i turned like 16, on average i spent every other sunday completely hungover or even still drunk. when i was in my teens, i drank hardcore. i wouldnt ( Read more... )

im pretty much in the worst condition i have ever been in a while at this very moment. i had vicious hangovers before, and even the dreaded "TWO DAY HANGOVER" but this surpasses it. i got this pretty bad fuckin cold, its one of those "cough so hard your fuckin back hurts" kinda colds. i also got this very fuckin painful ingrown toenail thats been ( Read more... )