Trying to find Peace when Chaos is all consuming.

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I can't believe it. Why am I so surprised that she would be asking to see me? Sure, we were close when we were little but we got older and grew apart. I started feeling closer to her when she first got sick almost a year and a half ago. She came to more family gatherings and I watched as her condition worsened. It's been painful to see this part of

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I am truly sorry to hear about papa. I know how much he meant to you an your family, and that his loss must have been detrimental. I remember not saying good y to my grandma when she finally passed away, and how I still question that decision to this day. It makes me sad every time I think about how I never got to say my goodbyes. But then I remember that I don't think she would have wanted my last memory of her to be in the condition that she was in. And after all these years, I can barely remember her when she was sick. I am only left with the happy memories that we were able to share, and that helps me get through all the things that she has missed out on over the years. Keep your chin up Sarah. I hope the seas are more calm for you from now on.