i know i said i wasn't going to post anymore but i just wanted to say that my life is the best it's ever been and i'm incredibly happy. so much has changed for the better including me.

if anyone is around for the summer let's meet up. yes?

This will most likely be my last entry ( Read more... )

I forgot how miserably depressing the Cure's Disintegration is.

Holy fuck that's one of the saddest things I've heard.
I really need to not listen to this right now.

So I woke up to the new Jimmy Eat World album today and I heard a lyric that basically sums up how I feel about myself these days. Just thought I'd share;

"Back when I was younger I was someone you'd have liked."

That's a great lyric. Says a lot in only a few words.

John Lennon's song Happy Xmas War Is Over always makes me cry at this time of year. Because he's so right ( Read more... )

I get nostalgic for things that never really happened...is that normal?

I always seem to come to the conclusion that my life will get better if I just wait...I say that that situation is bad right now or my mood will pick up and things will turn around or (ready for a bitch of a run-on sentence?) just wait till you're a starving actor living in the city and all your friends are living in the city too and you can go out ( Read more... )

I consistently and without fail want exactly what I can't have and take for granted the things I do have ( Read more... )

things are okay ( Read more... )

I need to stop getting drunk and causing problems.