There's some things that you just don't see coming and when they hit, you they hit you pretty fucking hard. I really don't understand your reasons; I think most of them are just the voices telling you that you're going to fail and so you might as well just give up and be mediocre. You are the best at what you do and to say that it isn't meant for ( Read more... )

Last two days of school this week. Tuesday night is the Roxy with Editors. Thursday and Friday are our shows in Cinci and Chicago and then I have a week off before Athens and Nashville ( Read more... )

Baby, I know you cannot hear me now ( Read more... )

So... apparently it's illegal sometimes to abduct someone from another country and force them to stand trial in another country and sometimes it's not illegal. Who would've known? I would. That's right. I'm becoming an expert in international law due to my extensive schooling in the subject and would be happy to represent anyone who comes up ( Read more... )

I just decided that if I ever wanted to "end it," I would jump into a volcano because not too many people do that.

I finally got around to buying the stuff I need to do home recordings. I've only done a couple of "projects" so far, mostly just recording a few cover tunes, trying to get used to the equipment/software. It sounds fucking phenomenal though. I thought I would suck at it ( Read more... )

you think you're radical
but you're not so radical
in fact, you're fanatical
FANATICAL!

It's been a while. I'm actually jotting my dailies in a real journal. It's a lot more therapeutic and less pretentious that way because I know that no one really cares about my day to day.

I'm not sick anymore. I hope. One of my friends, whom I see about 2 or 3 times a year and we talk for maybe 5 to 10 minutes each time, is leaving the country in a week. She might be reading this, so GOOD LUCK! HAVE FUN! THINK OF ME WHEN YOU SEE STREET MUSICIANS. That's all I ask. We have a big show tomorrow night with Mute Math. We're also opening ( Read more... )

Late Friday night my immune system gave way to one of the worst colds/sinus infections I've ever had and that's saying something because when I was younger I was sick all the time. It's been almost three days of me popping pills, using up all of my tissues, drinking tons of water, and being generally miserable and I'm starting to feel better. I ( Read more... )

I always feel like I'm on the brink of destruction. I really just want to crawl into a corner, fill it with alcohol, and then sit and stew for a few days before emerging. If that ever happens. I've become worse about ignoring problems and letting things dig themselves under my skin. I miss being carefree and hopeful. I think I was this Fall, but ( Read more... )