2009 will be better than 2008. Well, I actually don't know that. I don't want to lie to you or myself. Maybe this year I can learn some new things, such as throwing a spiral football or baking apple turnovers. I will try my best to floss daily. I will either buy less coffee or drink the whole cup I buy. Just give me a new beginning filled with less ( Read more... )

Do you ever talk to someone and get the feeling that every word that comes out of their mouth is a lie?

I feel it all intensifying, but should I let it climax or let it fall flat?

The one thing this summer really lacked was Danuta.

I wonder what it's like to be the single most important person in someone's life.

I'm not feeling so great about this place. I know I've lost ties and also managed to re-knot some, but i think this summer has been very damaging to myself and my few relationships that i had left. And it was all effortless.

The older I get, the more information my mom shares with me about this family.
It's good to know that depression is hereditary.
And Baci's gotta broken heart.
It's a long time till monday.

I think it's very possible that I have outgrown this place.
I no longer have any ties.

I'm isolated.

That little piece of me that died a couple months ago, is alive again.
I've been lucky enough to get Danusia back in my life.
And it feels good.
I had my bridgewater orientaion today.
Seems like things are finally looking up.

Time allows for change, but when that change is ugly, it's the most disappointing thing.

I wanna erase a lot of things. Will you let me?

I don't want to go back to Suffolk... I want to be with you.

I told him that it would be perfect if it snowed on my birthday.
He told me that maybe it would.
A couple minutes later, there's a knock on my door.
He hands me to two hand made snow flakes and told me it snowed.
My birthday was perfect as of 3am.