In the last six months I have learned a lot. I have grown up some too. Life is this huge cycle. I have respun my cyle now. A new and imoroved me though. I have a lot to talk about. I stayed away from from new people becuase people I don't know usually piss me off. But a couple of people found their way in my new and improved life...Juastin ( Read more... )

I broke up with Brandon. We tried to make it work, but I guess things will never be the same. He wants to keep trying and I am just tired of trying. I have always done my best. I may not have always been in the right, but I know I never did him wrong. I always new what needed to be done, I just didn't want to hurt. But I know I am better off ( Read more... )

Things are hard but better. I am making a lot of chnages. I am downsizing to a one bedroom. I turned my phone and cable off just to be able to save money. Amber left the apartment which is actually okay with me....usually I would be devestated....but I guess since I know I only did my best to help her (and everyone I have the power to help) ( Read more... )

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Ysebel ordered our Ozzfest tickets, we are going to have seats this year rather then the lawn tickets ( Read more... )

The line up this year looks awesome to me ( Read more... )

Brandon bought me a card yesturday. Just because...well, I am not going to say I have never NAGGED at him for buying ciggerattes all the time and never put a couple dollars into buying me a card or something. But I haven't nagged to him about not getting me anything in a LONG time. So it was really a nice surprise. It was really sentimental and ( Read more... )

Yesturday I lost my wallet RIGHT after paying a bill and CASHING my check...so there was $250 cash in my wallet and I didn't know where it was at. So I called to cancel dominoes (it was too late and i had to tell the driver personally when he came to the door) then called the bus info people and was about to call HEB when Brandon comes home saying ( Read more... )

My dad is going to have to be hooked up to a heart monitor. He doesn't sound any different though. It is almost as if he knows if he were to seem or act scared or negative about all this then everyone will break and follow that lead...so he does the opposite and looks at things possitively, so in turn everyone else does too ( Read more... )

So I have decided that something needs to hurry up and change my whole situation about bills. Yes, even though my boyfriend can't seem to get a good job at least he does have one, and at least he is tryiong to get something better. At least this is what I tell myself to assure me he doesn't like not being able to cut it just as much as me...so ( Read more... )