The sun is shinning, flowers are out, it's warm and I am depressed. Fiannnly figured out why..Father's Day! God I miss my Dad. Ok he wasn't the best Dad in the world but he was mine and i loved him. Did you ever consider your father is the only man who loves you your entire life..unless of course cancer steals him from you. Did something yesterday ( Read more... )

Are you still out there :::peers looking for her:: Do you watch Adult swim? Do ou know the english translation to the theme for Inuyasha?

Well I went to NJ for a week to visit family...god family is boring. It was good to see my mom..but heaven's no computer..no booze...everything in her house is low cal, low salt..no taste! We didn't go anywhere except out to eat a few times and to Bingo. The bed was hard as a board..so hard it brusied me. I did enjoy the flight there, had a window ( Read more... )

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His word rip into my heart with sharp barbs, drawing bright droplets of blood. He doesn't see them, they are inside me. He goes on talking words sharp as razor blades that slice my soul, the pain taking my breath. He doesn't know. What do I do once he has taken my very dreams? Couldn't he have left them? Why doesn't he know.....

I Am

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DisorderRatingParanoid:ModerateSchizoid:LowSchizotypal:HighAntisocial:ModerateBorderline:ModerateHistrionic:ModerateNarcissistic:LowAvoidant:Very HighDependent:HighObsessive-Compulsive:Moderate
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Well basicly Christmas sucked..I am so glad it's over. I went broke getting Charles three great gifts..guess what he got me? Yep nadda! Not a vithing thing! Ok Christmas is about giving not getting but...is it wrong to be depressed? Also I got tons of the one thing I didn't want CANDY! On top of that NO one came to my brunch..all that food and no ( Read more... )

Merry Christmas to everyone who reads this and to those who don't. I hope you all get something tangable and something intangable that you reallly want. I'm of in a bit to go to a party I don't want to go to ( Read more... )

I can't seem to stop Storm from peeing on Charles side of the bed. Every time it leads to a huge fight. This last time he threatened to give her away. When I said if she goes so do I he said "there's the door". He apolagized latter but I still feel dead inside. If I could get to Lousiania I could stay with Ed, but how do I know even if I could get ( Read more... )