im sleepy and confused.

so what it comes down to is i feel uneasy when it comes to feeling things that are so called "normal ( Read more... )

i notice my patience is running short with a few people ( Read more... )

"The normal is the good smile in a child's eyes. It is also the dead stare in a million adults. Both sustains and kills. Like a God. It is the ordinary made beautiful. It is also the average made lethal."

whats more important, companionship or the connection of passion ( Read more... )

what if we set ourselves up to experience things at the expense of losing ourselfs a little. Is that really a bad thing?

i feel indifferent and im sure it will lead me in to a slew of emotion later. self searching? maybe. In a weird way i saw it coming and it made me feel a little detachet.

and the weirdest part is thats ok.

my life is sorta crazy and has taken quite the bit of twists and turns in the last month. but its all good. its funny to think differently and accept it. I at times have asked who am I because somethings that happened to me i say crazy. im not that person, but i am and it is an amazing realization ( Read more... )

You will have no idea how much you punched me in the chest, with how much I needed to hear that.

thank you

it was like i finally heard the bell chime that made me recall everything.

almost even the absolute truth.

i may have just felt freedom a little...............................