uh i just wish that family drama was just done and over. im left speechless apon someones actions and how a blood realation (wait more than just that, a sacred sisterhood even at one point) can just be so easily thrown out the window. How i as a human being can just be an utter disregard no matter what ive done for this other. im talking 26 years ( Read more... )

i meet kim deal.......just sayin

The world looks different when you learn to be energy, not image.

i learn and re-learn that silence doesn't protect me.
an unexpressed life is very painful to myself and those i love.

i plan on expressing myself more.

i had the realization and it occurred to me when thinking about current events looking back, i had my very first panic attack and didn't even realize it months ago until the event that happend yesterday ( Read more... )

my accessory of choice lately besides fantastic shoes, would be the smile that accompanies it.

im pretty glad to say that 2007 chapter is over. this year was just a nonstop roller coaster ride of ups and mostly downs. i dont want to sound like a negative nancy but i defiantly had one of the most trying years of my life, mentally, spiritually, personally, career wise, everything ( Read more... )

wow christmasmiracles really do happen. i cant believe that i was the tidel wave that got things in motion but i felt really good about it all. to finally gain respect is amazing.

earlier this week i had one of my students at the studio tell me that they wanted to be art teacher like me, and when i subbed i was known as the awesome art sub. it felt pretty good to know i inspired one student and another student felt happy to see me be the sub in his class ( Read more... )

its kinda funny how if your not in a relationship people feel that setting you up with some one is a good ideal. its so forced and contrived. who wanted that ( Read more... )