This is going to be my last entry here. i have a new journal...its at Anchalee ...i thought, new beginning and so why not new journal. ok there is where you can find me. Ok bye...oh yeah...its friends only

ok...so that "no fear, no future" already happened. It was sad as a bitch. I started crying and everything but that is only cuz i am such a cry baby.
Molly and i were jamming to Britney Spears this morning. It was so fun! Boom Boom! ok that is all....i hope i see Corey today...FINGERS ARE CROSSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I just got off the phone with corey and we were talking about stuff....him leaving...how soon....how much we love eachother. it is going to be SO HARD for him to leave. I am going to fall into a depression....i see it. once he leaves me i am going to be locked in my room ( or better yet, at his appartment) and i am not going to come out for a year ( Read more... )

I love him to death...he is my everything....the only way i can say how much i love him...is i dont know why i am doing this but i know he will read this...so baby...you are going to think i am a dork but you know what song this is from ( Read more... )

I don't know why i have to be this way. i am jelouse of Corey and his ex. They get along fine but i AM NOT ok with it. He says that there are no feelings anymore but i dont know. i think i am just being rediculous. I am just making myself stress about somthing that shouldn't even be stress. I just don't like it...not one bit.

What ever. fuck you

Today was ok...but now i dont think i am going to see corey today. That just sucks! he is going to be gone in a month and he has no car and no way to get around and he cant do a thing except wait! MAN! THAT BLOWS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well i adopted a fetus today...see!


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As much as he takes things personaly when i am angry...i do love him. Well...i sorta have a black eye now. Corey accidently head butted me in the eye and it just looks funny now...it looks like i put on eye liner on one eye and none on the other...i think it is fucking funny. I am quite proud of it. ok bye!

Yeah...i know people care about me....and my whole situations at home...but if i dont tell you....odds are you dont need to know and you are just being nosey ( Read more... )

Ok....yes...my life is boring. I work today at 5. I wish i had photographic memory. I wouldnt have to study so damn much for the damn menu test. The manager wants me to go ahead and get the test over with so she can give me more hours....THEY THINK IM GOOD! ok...well i ah-say to ah-you right ah-now....Ah-Fuck Ah-You