ok i have a little bit of work on nvr saii nvr... k

k i updated nvr_saii_nvr there's some crap on there if you want to check it out.

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my mommy came home last thursday, elyse came home saturday, dylan got home last night, and christina just got home... my life is complete now. you all left me! but now your back. all is forgiven ( Read more... )

my mommy is home, she came home thursday (was suppose to be here tuesday), elyse came home today, dylan is suppose to come home tomorrow. but i have no idea when christina is coming home. i'm so sad!
arg!
but i'm happier that everyone else is here....

oh yea, i forgot... my mommy comes back tomorrow! yay! i won't have to cook, or clean, or anything! woo hoo!

i miss christina, elyse, and dylan (even though he's a punk). damn y'd they leave?! u guys suck.

anyways... well sarah and brandon went to school today. sarah's first time in middle school.. i'm so proud of her.

i've got to finish those god damn books... ahhh...

i want someone else's life

i just wanna say fuck the world. but then i realize i'm the reason i hate the world. i honestly think i'm going insane. i don't know myself anymore. i don't know what i want. i don't know what to do. i need to get to know myself and like myself.

my grandpa died today. i didnt find out until around 5. i'm ok. i don't need to talk about it i just need comfort, and that's exactly what i'm not getting. ur selfish and i want to hate u right now.