it has been a few again. i've got some money saved, yet my living arrangements remain the same. one of these days i'm just gonna find myself a one bdr. i hate to say it, but i think muncie is looking the most convenient. i dunno w bsu tho... but i have a friend who will be back in aug (living in the dorms, but still... i'd have an avenue for ( Read more... )

been a while. like 3 months. hmm. the printing press job is fantastic. about 20 hrs there and gotten three raises so far. will be at $10 in another month. sweet action ( Read more... )

well, just had the most amazing interview ever. and i actually was asked to start next friday. woot. they are a printing company in farmland, IN (about 35 miles from atown). anyway, totally great people, and i will finally be paid for design... double woot. it will be part time at least at first, so i'll keep plugging away at minnetrista as ( Read more... )

getting by. working hard. playing harder. smiling more. and laughing a lot ( Read more... )

i am just sick of guys. i'm serious. i mean the ones i want. they are taken or live busy lives. the boy. he's busy. and too cocky for me anyway. it hurts, bc it was so much fun. like talking online and making out the next day. but ya know i don't need anyone. i don't. it would just be nice to meet someone willing to possibly be there for ( Read more... )

i sorta met a boy. oh my ( Read more... )

so, this wk has been pretty hectic. my nieces are staying with us while my sis and hubby are on a cruise. damn parents. lol. no, i really like getting to hang out with them overall. i mean temper tantrums and diapers suck, but they are super cute besides that. janel is potty-trained, but you have to dump her little potty... phew. lol. but ( Read more... )

well, life is manageable. unfortunately. i am getting more into my internship, and actually had ideas and inspiration for the project i've been working for a few weeks on. i'm soooo nervous for next week. the internship fair i've been talking about for like ever... is next week and i still don't have my ducks in a row, or even in order! damn u ( Read more... )

well, i guess things have been looking up in comparison. my internship is still meh. i guess the unpaid part is definitely weighing on my patience. even minimum wage would be nice. i'm applying to subway, lol, but at least i would get some yum for my tum! the exhibit for minnetrista is pretty exciting, but my projects just don't seem to be ( Read more... )

i ask for the strength... to not kill my mother in her sleep. to stop myself from taking a lot of pills, so i don't have to deal with this bull shit anymore. since the accident, my life seems to be going down hill rapidly. not to say it was going so well prior to it. i feel like i'm going insane. banging my head against the wall until i bleed ( Read more... )