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[suspencer1]

I'm here sitting in the engineering building tonight wondering about my lifes past. For some reason whenever I think of the past I think of being stressed, sad or something, and not because of reasons that most of you think. Though I know I have had a great childhood everytime I hear about people in highschool I feel some resentment towards them.

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[5133kensington]

Amen to that! If you saw my Blackberry you’d laugh at all of the “tasks” I have for each day.

Still, I’m worlds away from the overly-ambitious person I was when I was in school. It gets better, I promise…but not because we stop pushing ourselves. The trick is being able to find the right balance mentally. We have to teach ourselves that it’s okay to take a break once in a while - and that when we do take a break, we have to allow ourselves to shut down completely.

The most ironic part of it all is that the better I am at accepting this, the more productive and successful I am when I work.

Don’t resent others for living the life that you didn’t allow yourself…you’ll begin to realize you haven’t missed out on anything at all. What you’re building is so much bigger than that.

-D

[scatterbrained1]

Dude. Preach on brother. I need to calm down too, I don't even make time to eat anymore =/

[suspencer1]

Who needs to eat?

[x_nessacery_x]

i know exactly how you feel. i make lists everyday and can get no more than 4-5 hours of sleep during the week. i can't stop pushing myself, idk what it is. but when it's all over, i can only hope it pays off and it's worth it. keep your head up spence!

<3,
vanessy