Life as a whole is grand, yet looking at it under a microscope could bring you too your knees in anxiety. Seeing all the things you couldve, wouldve or shouldve done differently can drive you insane. It's the sense in not knowing where your going that leads you down a dark hallway barefooted, on cold tile, with no guidance but the walls to your ( Read more... )

One again sitting here in the engineering building being lazy as fuck ( Read more... )

On another note, since the conception of my LJ, its always been a goal of mine to write something useful. And by useful I mean either something that will get me regognition, make people think im smart, or maybe just to stir up things. Its not till now that I realize i've been going about it all wrong. Just writing down your thoughts that you self- ( Read more... )

Sorry if my last entry was a little mundane, cause I am actually doing quite well. Sometimes things just need to be said, for that I'm thankful I still have this stupid thing from back in highschool ( Read more... )

I'm here sitting in the engineering building tonight wondering about my lifes past. For some reason whenever I think of the past I think of being stressed, sad or something, and not because of reasons that most of you think. Though I know I have had a great childhood everytime I hear about people in highschool I feel some resentment towards them. ( Read more... )

Death must be easy, cause life is hard. It can leave you physically mentally and emotionally scared

-He who leads the way saves his companion.
-He who knows the path protects his friend.

The closer end brings closer bonds.

As this journal dies with childhood i cant help but be nostalgic of earlier times, Easier times. For with this entry the death of childhood becomes evident. In less than 3 months adulthood will set in and moribund childhood will take a dive. Cliques will die and the lasting friendships will be set in stone. I cannot, and will not, forget all those ( Read more... )

Well I havent updated in forever and im sure noone reads this ramble anyways but latley here is whats been going on in my life/head ( Read more... )