Owen's album 'At Home', is what I've been all about lately. Summer's in full swing, and I'm laying by the James River on the daily, doing all the proper summer activities, and yet I still feel like something BIG is missing in my life. I can't put my finger on it really.  But I wish I knew, so I could feel whole once and for all. Its most likely due ( Read more... )

I'd like to feel any sense of belonging, to anything. That feeling has been so fargone for so long, I don't even remember it anymore.
Also, I need a job. So so so badly.

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Livejournal, forgive me. I strayed for almost a year, lost and utterly alone on other free blogging sites. Sticking with the original is the only way to go. I should have known. Besides Tanya (who encouraged me to pick back up), I don't know that any of my friends use this outlet anymore.

I just realized its May 1st. It may be silly to feel an ( Read more... )

If windows were an endless soul, I'd stare at your until my eyes were holes. To look to see the love within,you'll never know what i though of you then. To wander and wonder of what i used to think, will it matter to her as much as I want or will, like a listless macabre phone call, just fade into my monumental past. I wish life was as easy as ( Read more... )

So, I have enough prospective tattoo ideas to last me until the end of time. Ones I'm sure of, and that will be done in due time ( Read more... )

I feel so overwhelmed it physically hurts.
If its not work, its school If its not school...its work and school in the same day.
Its 7:00 am every morning after staying up drinking until 3 am the night before.
Its 100+ pages to read for class in the morning. It is a 76% on an exam that I thought I was going to ace.
Its loads of laundry to be done, ( Read more... )

Its been almost a month since I have posted, which just so happens to mark an anniversary of a new friendship, my own little version of a 'Southern Comfort' and about the same amount of time that Nick's been away to Purdue. I've gained a new (actually healthy perspective) on what it means to have somebody to lean on. I turned 20 a few days ago. I ( Read more... )

No pictures, no poetry, no heated debatable, awe-inspiring issues at hand with this entry. This is just going to be a piece thanking and reminding those people who are working hard towards their goal that I respect them more than anything. No matter how pain-staking, expensive, uncomfortable, unfamiliar their goal may be, they're working towards it ( Read more... )

Your feelings have run their course and may seem like they've returned to the cosmic recycling bin. Still, you are not yet ready to transition into what's next. Instead of planting a new crop of ideas in the garden of your imagination, think about the importance of the compost pile where today's garbage magically transforms into tomorrow's healthy ( Read more... )