My family is anything but functional. I drove to Maryland to see them for four days for 'Fourth of July Weekend', I haven't seen my cousins in over 5 years. And my lord, we're the funniest looking bunch to ever be created and then assembled into a mess known as family. I've spent the past week or so, reflecting tremendously.  I mean, I suppose that ( Read more... )

Why is it that every single one of us is painfully guilty of wanting someone we will never be able to have ( Read more... )

I had a dream about Sara last night. I don't know where we were, how we got there, how old we were...nothing. All I remember and could hear were her words. She told me how we were those kinds of friends who could go days, months, years without talking, and as soon as we met up again, it'd be as though we never bore the sadness of being apart. That ( Read more... )

I actually have no words. I don't know what the hell has happened to me but this entire weekend has had an interesting affect on me, and I'm not sure if thats good or bad. I might edit more, with more to say. But I had to get these pictures off my camera. Alex took the majority of them, as I was pathetically inebriated and incapable. Unfortunately ( Read more... )

This past week has been an emotional gambit of sorts. I was all over the place, doing too many things. I figure I'll break it down by day, its easy for me to remember the chain of events that way.

Saturday, after work (8 to 3), I drove to Richmond, to visit Alex for the first time since she's settled in her new place. Its perfect for her. I felt ( Read more... )

You know, I don't really even know. I hear, from people, looking back, this time in my life is both the scariest and most free part of one's life ( Read more... )

They say that misery loves company, we'll I'm fucking tired of being miserable. So, in conclusion, the choice is pretty simple. Take a stab at living well, and be happy with yourself & me. Or continue to wallow alone. The sad thing is, I think its out of your hands anyway.

Living on my own is a really foreign situation, although, I must say, going ( Read more... )

This is the first day of the rest of my life!

And I'm trying to embrace it with my everything. I had a great, heartwarming last dinner with my mother last night, and things are going to be alright. I'm still scared. But, she has never let me down in the end, and I know that won't start now either.  And now, its time for me to load up the candy red F ( Read more... )

I am swimming in a sea of salty tears, and, gasping for air, on the length of our love seat. I stare to my right, and the only thing that exists is empty space. Dark Wood Floors for days, and white...white...walls. They're gone. Every last homely object, is in a box and on its way to Maryland. I have until next Thursday, just my boxes and I, to ( Read more... )

When we hit the bigtime, my darlin' I mean something like nothing the worlds ever seen. They'll put us on the Silver Screen. A Silver Lining, with clouds that forgot how to rain. The day we finally escape is all I'm thinking about right now. I just want to sit here and remember that little beach town, how the screendoor reflected the water and your ( Read more... )