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i was just thinking about some stuff....like i miss chris...but i think its for the better that we broke up. because i let it fall apart. it was my fault that we're through ( Read more... )

i'm just rambling in this one.

i miss chris! i admit it. i miss having someone that cares for me as much as he does. i miss having someone to talk to every night before i go to bed...someone to talk me to sleep. i miss having someone make me laugh...even though (no offense Chris) some of his jokes are lame.

just some thoughts going through my

This song ( Read more... )

the first kiss ( Read more... )

yeah..kinda feeling alright!
i'm proud of chris..he got the interview he wanted so much
i care about him so much...we took a bit of a break..just until school ends so we can sort out thoughts and bring up our grades.

after ben left yesterday i cried. i just broke down..and its rare when i have a breakdown ( Read more... )

i got a live journal. i might not keep up with this as much as i keep up with my xanga..but i'll try! i'm mainly gonna put my poetry up here. i might put a few posts up here and there that don't have poems in them...so anyway..enjoy ( Read more... )