I'm all alone at home. Well, except for Jake passed out on my recliner. He hung like a big dog for awhile and played video games with me but it wasn't too long before he was mixing up his words and not wanting to play anymore so I put 'The Simpsons' on and before the credits were done he was snoring. I played Renegade with Bubba over the ( Read more... )

Between 'Ali' and 'Ray' I think 'Ali' is a much better movie though Foxx had a harder part to play but 'Ali' is actually a movie I may watch the extra parts on. At first I was wondering,"Who's this movie about? Mohammed Ali or the famous personalities around him?" He makes it clear soon though. Everyone else just comes and goes. Acording to ( Read more... )

My breathing is getting pretty bad. I wake up and weeze, crackle and cough. If I get a real good cough then my breathing with be clear for maybe a minute then the crackles start sneaking in again. After I'm awake for a couple hours then my breathing gets comfortable again, but it's taking longer and longer to reach the comfort level. I know ( Read more... )

Yay, my plans panned out. Jen and Jake came over early and my Netfliz arrived. Jen and I talked for awhile because I upset her by trying to say the right thing but it didn't come out right. She wanted me to promise never to lie to her. Thinking I wanted to be honest I said,"We all lie. I won't betray you." Oops. After we got that ( Read more... )

There's this guy I work with on my three graveyard shifts who is dumb. I mean really stupid. It takes him weeks to learn something new and it's obvious he is learning disabled but do you think I show him any compassion? No. Of course not. I'd like to but I just can't help myself. I'm merciless in my treatment of him and it's getting worse to ( Read more... )

Stayed the night with Jen last night. It's like she turned a switch on and she is all of a sudden nice and loving. I think before she just had all her defenses up and wouldn't allow herself to be close with me but now that I've made my intentions know she has turned herself over to me. That is a trust I don't plan on breaking ever again. Once ( Read more... )

The fundraiser was awesome. I posted some pictures at ( Read more... )

It is pretty close to being hot today. I dropped my truck off to get an oil change and walked home and within four blocks I got a little sweaty. Nice. I really should get into bike riding again. I had alot of fun doing that last year and took some cool pictures even ( Read more... )

So I'm going to get married. Jen and I talked about it and have agreed that we aren't getting any younger and we'ld both like to commit to each other for life. We understand that we won't have a traditional marriage by any means but I think we're both committed to working through any problems that will arise. Even though she already knows about ( Read more... )

I'm riding a wave of euphoria righ now. In fact I've been riding it for a few weeks now. Ever since things with Jen and I have started to click. Tonight we discussed terms of our relationship and are coming to an understanding with each other. She wants another baby before she is too old and I want to give it to her. I like children and would ( Read more... )