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I was five and he was six ( Read more... )

it's a weird thing to come across, realizing that nobody really likes you anymore ( Read more... )

yesterday was, and i say this in all honesty, the worst day of this year so far.
everything pissed me off/made me sad
until i went and got coffee/took a nap, later.

i feel ill.
which is not okay, because i was sick enough for my entire life over the summer.
uggh.
gross.

school's been... okay, i suppose ( Read more... )

my classes are as follows:
part
ladd
yoshida
shibata
-lunch-
sowar
gilsdorf

let me know if we've got anything together.

we have six days until school starts, and this is the worst that i've felt all summer.
i don't want it to end.

sometimes i get really scared of what's to come,
but then i realize that everything is going to be okay.
even if i'm mad or sad or hateful,
there's some light there at the end of it all,
and i know i'll be happy sometime,
even if it takes a while.

tonight, i'm going to see sparta with eric. lame, maybe, but i've never heard sparta before. and as eric doesn't know [nor do many people], i can be painfully shy in certain situations. all in all, this should be very interesting.
he's getting me at 6:30