im so confused about this whole homecoming thing. i didnt buy a dress or anything this year. i dont have ne thing set and ready! and this guy at milford asked me to go with him and i said if i wasnt going to lakeland's then i would go. and they all wanna go bowling that night in casual wear or w/e, and gawd! and idk if mike is gonna ask me or not! ( Read more... )

ahh so yesterday wuz pretty sweet! ok soo, had therapy in the morning..major not cool. but w/e..then driverz training, i got to drive for like 2 hourz, that wuz awesome. and we stopped at a cider mill and got like a carmel apple and shit, that wuz actually pretty cool. hmm then i went to christyz and hung out w/ jason and steve and christy and ( Read more... )

omfg yesterday rocked out. ok so auditions after school, that was so much fun i love those ppl already, i can tell its gonna be a blast. then i left and got a coconut banana smoothie, i mean come on u dont get much better then that. but then i went to subway and got a mini pizza, come on. mini pizzza? subway? hello! but then like i had to walk down ( Read more... )

hmm today wuz alright. i had oakland singerz today, for like almost 2 hourz. itz gonna be really hard, therez like 10 songz we have to learn. and i wuz pretty pissed, im in soprano 2. like wtf i sing high damnit. like i sing high, not low, wtf. but w/e i have to be able to sing all partz so, fuck it not gonna complain. then me christy and steve ( Read more... )

omg yesterday was so awesome!! i went to the LHS vs. MHS game at lakeland and omfg it wuz awesome! i saw everyone and hung out with everyone and omg! it was awesome! it wuz awesome! ahh! and i saw james!!!!!! OMFG!! i wuz soooo happy!! seriously that wuz like the highlight of my like month u have no idea. i miss him and jordan sooo effing much its ( Read more... )

so awhile ago i sent matt this message on myspace, basically pooring my heart out to him..and he read it...without as much of im sorry..he ignored it like it never even happend. i know its over. i know he doesnt like me ne more. i know that i'll never see him ever again. and i cant stand it..i miss him so much. all day today i just kept thinking ( Read more... )

ahh! so yesterday we went to the arts beats and eats!! that wuz sweet, me christy andrea jason and steve went. it wuz really cool actually, but we didnt really get to hang out with andrea and jason that much..cuz i mean, well yeah..no surprise there. but w/e it wuz cool. we saw part of crossfade, but noo too hard core for christy and steve! we ( Read more... )

so yesterday me and christy and doug went downtown milford. me and christy shopped around, got some insents, beads for some bracelets, and she got these sweet earings. and we got starbux too. and we all like went to the park and were swinging on the sweet tire swing, and me and doug so chased the ducks! no i am not joking either. ha ha ha..then ( Read more... )

omg i dyed my hair! its dark! i really really like it! looky!
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since wensday night, nothings really changed. ive never felt so much anger in i dont think forever. i hate it when im talking to him, and when im not i want to call him up. theres nothing to say to bring him back. i dont think moving on right now will ever work. i know if i did i would be living a lie. i just want to spend time with my friends, and ( Read more... )