UConn 2010

peaceout people

so the other day i got a letter from peconic asking me to come back this summer cause obviously, they need people to work. awhile ago i didnt wanna go at all. then i was thinkng about doing the whole 2 week session deal. but the way things are going around here im thinking about maybe just getting out for all of july...

who knows

so. pretty much i have a 1 in 2 chance of getting into U Southern Cali but hey thats so completely irrelevant now cause my dad wont pay awesome.

i have so much to say. and i think for once i have absolutely no one i could possibly spill my thoughts to.

:X

RIP
marissa 2/10/06
veronica 9/9/02

i dont feel like writing. maybe later in the week.

bye kids

i am so fucking cranky today. i really just dont know why. pretty much just about everyone is pissing me off.

just needed to get that out.

kbye.

so. havent updated in awhile. lifes good. weird, but not bad. i dont know. so i went to go visit lexy in ct at coast guard this past weeekend and that was good. i missed her and it was nice to just spend time with her. missing people is one of the worst feelings, i think ( Read more... )

this isnt right. my first thoughts waking up every morning shouldnt be i cant do this, i dont want to do this. i just feel really weird and tired and worn out and in an odd sense, really sick too. i dont know whats wrong with me except for that im really scared. scared about what im not really sure but scared nonetheless. and i dont like keeping ( Read more... )

have you ever felt this feeling like somehow everythings changing and you keep fucking everything up? and then you sit back and think about past relationships with people and how they ended and realize that in almost every situation, it was your own fault. it makes me wonder if im the one whos always finding a reason to run like hell and never look ( Read more... )

my gov final today was a joke. i was done in 25 mins. i wish i could say calc is going to be a breeze but actually im so screwed. mm thats what i get for being recommended to skip pre calc. stupid stupid math teachers ( Read more... )

to every guy thats ever lied cheated said theyd always be there and never were broke promises used a girl for your own advantage fucked up a friendship said they cared but never acted upon it taken advantage of a circumstance given a girl false hope left fuck you. ive met way too many of you.