wow...its been awhile since i been on here...at least a good couple years...then out of the blue i get a message in german or some crap telling me i need to change my password...lol...amazing what brings you back to things you have forgotten...so anyway...ummm...if anybody is still here hit me up and say hi...talk to you later...

its been a long while since ive been in here. wow, over a month. thats crazy. im gonna try to get here more often. key word: try ( Read more... )

i havent updated this thing in a little while. hmm. o well, not like anyone really reads it anyway ( Read more... )

i hate the fact that the last day of school is tomorrow. it really sucks because i have to leave all of my friends. because no one ever calls me over the summer because im never allowed to do nething. i mean, all my friends get to go out and have fun with each other while im stuck at home bored out of my freaking mind because my grents wont let me ( Read more... )

my youngest little broter, Gabriel, just turned three this week. i really wish i could have been there to see him and Hugo but thats just the way life works i guess ( Read more... )

my weekend was pretty much ok. besides having to work friday and saturday night from 5-10. other than that it was pretty good. i talked to Lucas for about an hour saturday. it was nice to talk to him. i wish i could see him tho. that would be even better. Laryssa brought over my prom pictures that i had her develope for me. (that was $22.90 that ( Read more... )

i swear, prom was the worst night ever for me. it sucked so bad. i wont really go into great detail cuz it will make me all mad and crap but one reason it sucked was because Lucas didnt get to go. i really wish he could have been there because that would have made my night so much better ( Read more... )

guess what? i won a camera this morning! here at school. how kewl is that?!? its digital too. its pretty kewl. talk about good luck on friday the 13th!! now i will have three cameras to take to prom with me (two disposable ones and my digital). this is freaking awesome! talk about a lot of pictures from prom. this is gonna be like the best night ( Read more... )

i think (and hope) i have successfully found a date to prom. i asked the grents about taking lucas (more info about him in a minute) and they are thinking about it. i really hope they let me take him. but if not, oh well, at least i tried ( Read more... )

i have discovered that love is one of the most depressing emotions a person can have. i found out the hard way, too. so here is the little saying i go by now ( Read more... )