seriously...

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so i never thought i'd say this... but i think i need elkhart.

not forever, not even for a long time, i just need it... right now.

i have one hell of an entry...

:)

so i woke up this morning... minus my pj's...

i was under the influence of my pal, nyquil and my usual waking up 19 times a night was completely reduced to a zero... yet

i woke up this morning... minus my pj's...

hahahahah what the fuck?!

so yesterday... i get home from work, clean, shower and proceed to bum the rest of the evening. derek comes home like usual, gets a phone call and i can hear his voice just totally isn't right... so he gets off the phone and is sitting there and i am thinking something happened to his nannie because she's been really sick so i figure i'm just ( Read more... )

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so i was just watching a movie with christopher... during it there was the expected sappy love confrontations and lines that used to make me cry... and chris responds to it with a "i can see the away message now..." almost immediately i reply with "i'm not like that anymore." i'm not sure what the saddest part about that is... that i did indeed ( Read more... )

i honestly think that i'm dying...

have you ever felt like you have absolutely no one that cares about you, or whom you can talk to, or just hug you while you're crying ( Read more... )