Orange Soda ( Read more... )

SusieQueued [12:54 AM]: aren't you on a little late for a married man ( Read more... )

I changed my sheets and eventually ended up falling back asleep...on and off until noon. !@#!@ So much for not sleeping the day away. Oh well, I got up...took a shower....and managed to get the errands done that I *had* to get done. So that's good I guess. I rearranged my room the other day and I still haven't gotten everything put away. ( Read more... )

I've been up since 5. I just can't seem to sleep. So, I thought I'd leave an entry in this otherwise dead journal. Hmm... I'm kind of tired. It's rainy. I should be out cold in my bed. Hmm... Guess I over did it on sleep the past few days. I just wish I could sleep a couple more hours at least. Stupid body. Hmm... So yeah, lots of stuff I ( Read more... )

Will my heart survive another Valentine's Day alone?
I'm so messed up inside.
Someone please help me.

I'm going to let my registration on cyanblaze.com lapse. I think I've outgrown CyanBlaze and I just don't feel like maintaining it anymore nor paying for another year or paying the monthly hosting fee. One day I'll probably start doing web pages again, but I think for now I'm done. So if anyone wants to take it over, let me know.

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and stressed. I can't even begin to tell you how much stress I'm under right now. All I want to do is cry...but at the sametime, I'm too stressed and tired to cry. I wish more than anything that I had someone in my life that I trust so much that I can just be held in (presumedly) his arms and just cry and feel safe and comforted at the sametime ( Read more... )

So, I never do get around to leaving an entry in here. I'll have to do that soon. Maybe tomorrow, maybe not. I keep having this feeling in the back of my mind I'm going to get fired soon. So, I'll have lots of time to leave entries...until I can't pay for internet access anymore :x

Hope I'll have some time to update this week.