This is all getting too surreal ( Read more... )

I decided not to write in here unless I had something really cool and exciting to write about (because frankly, my life of work and divorce is a little drab), but this seems like it's different at least ( Read more... )

So now that yesturday's craziness is past, my life has suddenly decided to grant me some happiness. I got to hand in my two weeks notice today (long story), and my bosses were amazingly wonderful about it. My bills are finally paid off, and I get to go to Idaho next weekend! I know that's not much to celebrate to most, but I am looking forward ( Read more... )

Yesturday, my temperature dropped from 95.5 to 94.0 by 9 PM. I havn't been able to keep things down, but the odd thing is: I don't feel sick. So, I woke up this morning, nauseous once again. I laid there for an hour, daring not to move, but finally the time came. After visiting with the toilet, I got to talk to my boss on the phone. "Yes, I'm ( Read more... )

It's the typical 3 AM in Portland... quiet, rainy, and no sleep in sight. Although things were getting a little better, they took a downslide tonight. Once I was done socializing for the night, I tried to sleep. Every trick in my book just mocked me, daring me to find a new approach to passing out. Laying on the couch and watching 'Sex and the ( Read more... )

As I lay awake on L's couch three days after walking out on my husband, I wondered when I would finally be a little less displaced. At 4 AM after being awake and foodless for two days, your mind just wishes it had a pilot light to blow out ( Read more... )

I used to love moving. The whole idea thrilled me, and I would start packing months in advance. The physical exertion and mysterious bruises that always occur never seemed to bother me ( Read more... )

I have a few minutes now, and access to the internet, so I decided to expand a little more on the events in my life recently ( Read more... )

You know those girls who get in abusive relationships and get married right out of High School because they are that in love, and the abuse is infrequent? Those girls I spent time helping toget them out of horrible situations ( Read more... )

Yes, one word that is not usually used to describe me... giddy... but that is completely what I felt yesturday. Ryan and I walked out on job training yesturday and decided to get something done. We went to the marriage office and finally got a certified certificate. Then we went to the Social Security office. Holy shit did the security gaurd ( Read more... )