ok, so this easter was absolutely great. i went over to my mom's boyfriends sister's house. we played rummy ( i lost) and did karoke. (while doing the karoke, i sang a song that my sister dedicated to me, but i now want to dedicate it to someone else in my next post. ) the only bad thing is that when i opened the car door, it started to close ( Read more... )

so, i'm really enjoying myself. despite the feelings of dread at night, i've been having a lot of fun. money's not as tight, still a little tight, but not as much. and i'm looking for a second job a couple days a week. i'm pulling an A in both my classes, with ease. and my friend is helping me with my term paper. i hope to add on here a pic ( Read more... )

yes, i'm living with my mother, but she's also my landlord. i'm paying her rent. i'm buying my own food and other stuff i need. that's not supporting me. that's just helping me out in a tight bind ( Read more... )

ok, so this new medication is starting to work better. the side effects are going away, but i still feel this sense of impending dread every night before bed. i don't know what it is. nothing bad is going on in my life. i love my life right now. i just paid a bill that i thought was going to be 300 and it was only 200, so i'm taking the extra ( Read more... )

hmm...what to say...i'm learning again! i won't go into details, but let's just say thank the lord for my grandparents. I love them so very much, and don't know what I'd do without them. (probably screw up more). I've decided my kids are going to be named after them. It's my way of telling them how much I love them. Anyway, so I'm sticking ( Read more... )

Ok, so this song goes out to every one that has stabbed me in the back. There's way too many to list here, but you all know who you are! It's "Eventually" by Pink

Ok, so I don't have much to say except that I'm losing weight and I feel more energized and so much better about myself already. I can tell my tummy is getting flatter, and I'm loving it. I guess that new kickboxing DVD that I got is really helping. I know it's more fun than any other workout videos that I've tried ( Read more... )

Ok, so I'm back with my Mom for a limited time. I was living with a friend of mine, or so I thought. She told lie after lie to both me and her parents, causing several arguments between us. Her parents grew tired of the arguing, so I tried to stay away from her so that we wouldn't argue. However, one day, she was blasting the radio so loudly ( Read more... )

Ok, just so everyone knows. I really don't care about anything anymore. I know the truth, and that's what matters. Yes, I do have a mental disorder. Gee, could that be from all the years of being called an IT and being called ugly. Could that be from all the years of someone saying "you're a waste of skin." or "you'll never amount to anything ( Read more... )

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