...sigh... sometimes, i wish none of this happened.. fer starters, i wouldn't be here writing this stupid thing.. i thought this was supposed to be a good thing, so why have i been crying? i wish you can read my mind.. is it so wrong to think that you should make it up to me? i'm not gonna give you anything on a silver platter.. and now i think you
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well, i haven't written in here in a long time.. maybe that's cuz i don't know how to put what i'm thinking into words.. there's been so much going on and sometimes i juss can't handle it. i know i shouldn't let things get to me so much.. but they do.. and yeah, it sucks
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i'm so sick of waiting fer you.. waiting fer you to make up your mind.. to figure out your life.. i know i should let you figure things out on your own, but you don't even realize that it affects me too.. don't tell me something that'll affect my life and expect me to act as if nothing happened.. maybe YOU can do that.. but i obviously can't.. don'
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getting the mail makes me happy cuz i see letters from universities =) hahaha.. i got accepted to 4 outta my 5 programs which makes me superhappy =) haha.. going to florida made me extremely happy =) hahaha.. therefore, march has becoming an awesome month =) hahaha
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last night was fun =) kirsten.. you looked gorgeous =) nd so did everyone else.. too bad about the hotel.. hope you had fun anyways nd i hope everything turned out the way you wanted it too =) that was one memorable night.. but oh so cold
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It's been five months since you went away Left without a word and nothing to say When I was the one who gave you my heart and soul But it wasn't good enough for you, no So I asked God
"what doesn't kill me onlee makes me stronger".. funny how things always come back to that.. i can't believe i actually believed you when you said you loved me, that you'll never hurt me, that we'll be together fer a long time, how you were happy.. well you know what.. fuck you
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