wow. i totally forgot all about this journal.

lol.

I'm on autopilot..

Something needs to change.

Goodness, it certainly has been quite awhile since I last posted. I'm back to my old job working only seventeen hours a week, but I'm planning this to only be a summer job. My parents are going on vacation all across the US, and had asked if I wanted to go, but I turned them down. Once they're back from their vacation, they're moving to Guam, and I ( Read more... )

So I haven't posted in forever. Lets see... My friend and I quit our old jobs and now work together. (somewhat) Aaaand now our boyfriends work together. I haven't really been doing much. Just been hanging out here and there. Finally slept at my place last night, for the first time this year. I must say, I don't really like the smell of weed. *sigh ( Read more... )

ahh. stressed as ever.

im broke. my paychecks dont even cover bills. =( i wanted to move back in with my parents so i could pay off bills and wouldn't have to worry about rent, but turns out they're making me pay rent. so im like what the fuck. i have no idea what im going to do after the lease is up. bleh. at least the shipyard wants me back... i ( Read more... )

so i think im going to move out.
aaand i need a new job.
aaand i want to go back to school.
aaand i want to take a vacation.

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wow. five days until christmas. i haven't even finished my christmas shopping yet. bleh ( Read more... )

Soo, I was walking to my apartment, and my neighbors stopped me and talked to me about the people who live above us. So yeah, I didn't want to be rude but had to pee so bad. So I was trying to make a quick exit. I said I'd talk to my roommates about it.. But I walk in and people are sleeping on the couch. lol Aaand so I gather my things up for a ( Read more... )

I had a romantic evening all planned out, and he ruins it by totally changing our evening. Ugh. I came home and cried my eyes out. Then I ended up calling his voicemail and crying on that. Ugh. I'm pathetic. And I hate that. I don't know I feel anymore...