I need someone to TALK to. I'm losing him, the one who understands me. I don't know what to do now.

I have this crazy ability to disconnect from my present situation and float off to a completely different place in my head. This is a fancy trick because it enables me to be somewhere but not really BE there. Since I am the sort of person who isn't too quick to speak, often no one notices that I've even left the conversation. I can commit terrible ( Read more... )

BEst Day Ever

Snuggles. Greek food. Staples. Sugar Shack ice cream cones. Walk in the park. Thrift shop. Computer store. More snuggles. Shooting range. Beer run. Pasta buffet.

All this in the sun with Jamie! Marvelous!

Ahh much has happened these past days ( Read more... )

I came home tonight from church and was so frustrated with the way things went that I started to cry. And then my daddy came and sat next to me and kissed the top of my head and I don't feel so insignificant anymore.

But what's good for me has to be at least half of what's good for you.

Oh. Ahh, my heart.

1. How tall are you barefoot?
An intimidating 5'4''

2. Have you ever been unfaithful in a relationship?
Yes.

3. Do you own a gun?
Glue gun, water gun. Ben has two pellet guns. My dad has like 6 rifles in the house and a handgun?! Watch yourself!

4. If you had a mental disorder, what would it be?
Some kind of obsessive-compulsive with hints of anti- ( Read more... )

Ooh I am so frustrated with our lack of a decent word processing program on this bloody computer. My family lives in the dark ages and as such, are still running good old Word 95. I hate you, insufficient Word, I hate you with every fibre of my being.

My father told a very sobering story tonight at the dinner table ( Read more... )

I wrote a four word letter, with post-script, in crooked lines, "Tho I'd lived I'd never been alive." You kow who I am - You held my hem as I traveled blind listening to a whispering in my ear, soft but getting stronger, telling me the only purpose of my being here is to stay a bit longer. So I stole a bicycle chain, the handlebars crashed to the ( Read more... )