Something was brought up on facebook, about missing LJ and the fact that everything seems condensed, and dramatic. I am making some major life changes, and feeling the urge to express anonymously - without all of the forced connection and over familiarization with perfect strangers I apparently "knew" in highschool... I return - to re-read old ( Read more... )

wow, rereading old posts is like a trip through the panic attacks of my mind, but an oh so pleasant reminder that I had things to share with the world once...

amaaaaazing. and that I still don't use caps when appropriate, nor do I really write anything of importance. never did really.

One forgets what it is like to write anonymously cryptic little doo-dads of love.

is there anybody out there?

i am feeling SO much better - what a difference a good nights sleep makes!

headed to NYC on monday - any places i should definitely hit up?

its been about a year since ive even checked my flist, etc. i havent forgotten you all - life just got in the way. im currently crazy sick with some lyme flare on the side. my heads full and i cant sleep and panic attacks have been happening more frequently. life is ok, just crazed ( Read more... )

sometimes people piss me off. more frequently then not lately - people piss me off ( Read more... )

the weather has changed, it is cold and rainy, everything is damp and there is chill to the air. and for the first (arguably) time since moving back to VT im desperately missing my freedom and independence. i want my own apartment again, i want to be able to visit a bookstore with books my friends recommend, i want to have the financial freedom ( Read more... )

i actually feel sad about patrick swayze. like for serious.
life is sucky.
i dont know how else to put it. (this is not all swayze induced)
revelations abound and im stressed to the max
ive got a weekend getaway planned.
im going to nyc mother fuckers.. NYC
and i cannot wait

so ive been collecting fiesta ware on ebay... im addicted.
also did i mention... im sleepy
so im going to bed.

end transmission

john hughes died?