finally moved out of chris's shithole town...dating someone new, who i guess i would refer to as mr. complicated. chris harasses me with great regularity and i harass him occasionally. do i follow drama or does it follow me?
The room is empty save for towering stacks of packed boxes and the stale smell of cardboard. There is no music. The air conditioning is on high and, outside, the sun is disorienting, blinding
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especially under these conditions, where the last time we saw each other there was a county sherriff there and i have a black eye. i hate it how i don't hate him nearly as much as i should. i hate it how i think these stupid thoughts and feel ashamed and AT FAULT and all that stupid shit people aren't supposed to feel when they're abused
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Chris and I are over for real this time, burnt bridges, police reports, changed locks and all. And he took my fucking dog to add injury to insult. Yes I know that is mixed up. The dog is the injury, everything else is insulting
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i write in this thing very occasionally because i am one of 10 people in the world who doesn't have internet access at my residence. but i must say i do enjoy looking to see what people are up to once in a while, although i know no one will respond to my posts because i've been unfaithful to livejournal for over a year
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good news. i'm graduating on time this may. i'm graduating in four years with a cummulative gpa of 3.5 and a junior/senior gpa of 4.0. and i'm damn proud. i will probably move to texas and live with either chris or my parents for a year while saving money, then i will go to graduate school and get a master's in social work or a doctorate of
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