So, here I am again... whining and blubbering across the screen. Spent the evening with her. Shopping. Me for my friends, her for her family. We went out to dinner. It was nice. I love the way she touches me. She told me she hasn't been on line looking for people... to buisy studyin'. Seen tonight that wasn't true. Dude, seriously... how many ( Read more... )

I have not written for a while. My access has been denied at school. My home network is not yet up and running, should be soon. At the moment I'm at a friends house, she is letting me update and check my email ( Read more... )

...What the hell am I suppose to be writing about tonight? I'm sure so many exciting things happened to me today that it's just too overwhelming for me to remember them all and that is why I'm drawing a blank. I mean it can't be that my life has turned into such a routined piece of monotony that I could write the same thing day after day after day ( Read more... )

Damn! I be one slack ass, lazy, good for nothin' gettin' nothin' done at school tonight. I just can't help it sometimes... I mean what the hell, I go to work and stare at a computer, then I go to school and learn how to mess with computers or whatever, then I go home and don't even own one myself! How pathetic! And yea, yea... I'm suppose to be ( Read more... )

Well, it's that time of night again. A little before 10:00pm. That means I get to go home soon. Don't get me wrong, learning is great and all and even fun sometime... but I'm just tired lately. So, work and school and sleep and being an ass takes up most of my time, so I just don't have enough time to write on my journal. Eventually I will have a ( Read more... )

Everybody needs somebody, everybody needs somebody ( Read more... )

I'm almost out of here, I'm almost out of here, I'm so excited.... No time to write...

I SWEAR TO FUCK I GET MORE STUPID EVERY DAY ( Read more... )

It all sucks. I tried, I'm weak. Just wanted her for mine all the time. Could'nt hadle all the complications, all the whatever. Like I wasn't really with her, not in her real life. I was just on the side, I wanted to be part of her every thing. but I couldn't. It all sucks. She has the prettiest eyes... every color... her hair... her laugh and her ( Read more... )