Ok short entry, my life has finally gotten a lil more stable so I'll be writing here again. It's also the best way to keep up with my friends. So I'm back.

Well let me tell you about last night. Scott finally asked me about why I was still mad at Darwin. He knew it was more than just the recent fight. And it was. In the past two weeks I've seen how I can be treated vs. how I was being treated. I told Scott about how sometimes Darwin would put me down whenever I would have a blond moment, or how he ( Read more... )

I'm so tired but I really don't care. I stayed up all night talking with Scott. It was great. He's just so wonderful, I can't get over it. We did web cams all night and neither of us could stop smiling. My cheeks still hurt. I've haven't smiled this much in a long time. And he doesn't even mind my sarcasm. He thinks its funny. He keep telling me ( Read more... )

So it finally happened. I stood up to Darwin. Two years of bottled up anger came out in a very angry fire storm of rage and insults. And I can't lie, it felt really good. Yes, I stepped over the line a bit. But things need to be said ( Read more... )