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This year has been one big weird ego boost. The last post I made here was my only post in 2012, and this one seems like an answer to that one. I really feared what this year had in store for me, or maybe didn't have in store for me, if I didn't force it to. I mentioned that 24 is the only impending year that has scared me, not because I'm getting " ( Read more... )

This was the first new years eve that I actually went out to a club, which I guess is odd, because I go to clubs all the damn time. It's just always seemed so intimidating, with all the masses unleashed at once, and the looming memory of the car accident three years ago on top of that. But this year I had the overwhelming urge to get fancy, and a ( Read more... )

I'm sure everyone is already aware of this thanks to facebook, but Tenebrae and I got a kitten. The crazy cat ladies can finally focus the craziness. Even though she lives with him and I don't, she is ours. We got her from a Russian lady in West Hollywood who did not speak any English, and had to get her out-of-state daughter on the phone to ( Read more... )

I am here to say that I broke my blog silence a few days ago and made a post at Aesthetisexuality. Mainly about goth androgyny, my relationship to it, and further defining aesthetisexaulity. And subculture in academia. Sort of. I'm so hesitant to link to blog posts from facebook, whereas here, it's such a tiny sample of people that it's filtered ( Read more... )

So I was looking at listings for jobs and internships, and came across some online fashion magazine seeking contributors and editors who fit the description of "fashion lovers who love fashion." •headdesk• I guess they're serious about needing writers and editors. Aside from that, this process intimidates the life out of me ( Read more... )

Over two months of neglect! Sometimes it hangs over me in the way that undone homework does. I'm having a hard time determining whether the problem is the Livejournal or the me; am I creating stress for myself, or is this just how I feel when I don't write- write socially, that is? I cannot stomach the thought of getting rid of my LJ, but it's ( Read more... )

Believe it or not, I made another post at Aesthetisexuality. I feel like a human RSS feed over here. This one is rather brief, and mostly a reflection upon meeting Peter Murphy last week. Yeah, that happened. Not only did it happen, but he lavished us with ego-exploding compliments ( Read more... )

I spent the majority of today writing a post for Aesthetisexuality. It's been a long time coming, as it is about my thoughts on the gendered dynamic of gogo dancing, but is propelled by my recent induction into the Sideshow Sirens, about which I have similar feelings. I think it deserves to be read, and I'm really interested in other people's ( Read more... )

I came back sunday night from the east coast trip with my mom. In one week we went back and forth between NYC, Long Island, Maryland, and Delaware. We saw what seemed like a lot of family, my mom's friends, and I saw two friends from high school who now live there. I actually think it was one of the better trips there we've taken, mostly because I ( Read more... )