why is it i only post here when im depressed or lonely?...

anyways, lots of family disfunction, kicked derek out the house, cant wait to move...

UGH, i dont wanna talk about it...

alcohol is bad news people, take it from me, hahahaha

1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before? WALKED AWAY FROM A FIGHT ( Read more... )

here we go again ( Read more... )

im not gonna let that ruin my weekend, cause if i was in his shoes, id want him to let something like that slide ( Read more... )

today was pretty much me talkin to emily on the phone all day, nervous as hell. i have no idea what brought this on, but its really cool that her and i are speaking again, regularly. finally got all the leaves done, tomorrow, pressure wash the house and clean up that back porch. im gonna go pass out im hauled out...

you brightened my day with that lovely Christmas card...

*hugs and kisses to you*

today started out by rakin leaves. bout 3 or 4 David showed up, we havent hung out in a loooooooong time. we sat and talked everything, played halo 2 and yadda yadda yadda. tried to play ever quest today but im just too damn tired to do anything. theres so much more to do around the house, but it feels good to make shit nice again. anyways, ( Read more... )

Derek will be home in 30 min. YAAAAAAYYY!!!!!!!!!!!! i havent hit the bong all day *paces around room*