sooo all during christmas i was doing so well and lost 15 pounds, but now its getting harder and harder for me to stay anorexic, like my moms really suspecious and if i dont eat i turn into a complete bitch.  also, its really hard for me to dance with no energy.  i neeed some helpp. what are some things to get me to stick to being anorexic again?  ( Read more... )

Anyone know when I was here last. It's been at least a few months! I remember when I first joined in the summer of '08, there was barely anyone here, now this community has blossomed! It's wierd. anyways...last time i checked in i think i was doing okay ( Read more... )

Ugh. I do not know what happened but I gain a shit load of weight and am currently at my highest weight ever! (Around 147, BARF ( Read more... )

hey everyone
well i am hoping this works
today i didnt eat until 7pm and i pigged out on mcdonalds
however i did walk for over an hour
and i took 2 laxatives and im waiting for them to work, there different from the ones i took in the summer, when i lost 20 pounds so i am hoping this time itll work (?)
anyways im in need of an ana friend
msg me if ur ( Read more... )

school absolutely sucks. i really don't want to go anymore. lunch is the absolute worst. i hate sitting there with all my friends and watching them all eat like pigs. seriously, i sat there with my water bottle and i was horrified. i almost gagged. i can't wait til next semester!! no effing lunch. all work. no distractions.

I just finished my dinner ( Read more... )

Day One of my rainbow diet (todays colour..white!)! My friend Dylan (ok well friends with benefits) really wanted to hang out at his place today but I just messaged him and said I couldn't hang out. I don't wanna worry about him possibly getting me high then me wanting the munchies. I can't let him ruin me!! I need to be skinny, and I'll know he'll ( Read more... )

ok so basically ( Read more... )

I just decided I'm going on the Rainbow diet for a week starting tomorrow just to see the results. Its only like 696 calories a WEEK. That's 5 more then I consumed in one day. Anyone wanna join me? I'll send them my weekly schedule and they can join. Just message me. I'm also going to see how much weight I lose off it. It also consists of one day ( Read more... )

i feel so disgusting!! ive had like 691 calories today. i feel like shit. i shouldn't have eaten everything i did. i feel like such a failure. only cucumber and water for me tomorrow. im such a fat pig...i can't be eating like this if i wanna be thin again!! god, im so stupid.

I'm in need of some help.. I've gained crazy weight lately and it's horrible.. I'm to 200 pounds last time i weighed myself and it seems like I can't get it under control I don't know what im doing wrong.. I decided to go on a 2 day fast and I already caved!!!!  I just ate a couple hand fulls of ......... and i feel horrible.. I need some support ( Read more... )