Well .. its been a week.. went to the rumors show.. mind you that show fucking sucked.. and thne Marcel and Cam had a graducation party.. it was pretty nice .. didnt talk to many people but got about a bazillion hugs lol .. I dunno.. Alex..gah .. Im so confused.... drank for 3 days staight .. mmm amanda.. and then i dunno amanda and her little ( Read more... )

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Yet again i havent been writing in this fucker for a while.. I dont know my life has been so hectic. I have "him" telling me he likes me so much .. and it scares me .. I just dont know if i can handle it .. Im horrible at this .. I like him in a way .. hes very good to me.. though its a little strong. I think I'm gonna see him but just tell him im ( Read more... )

these past days have been pretty horrible.. Im sick of people and thier stupid choices Im sick that im labled as jealous, because thats not the case.. Im just trying to look out for people and its pretty sickening that things turn out this way .. my only resort is to not contact and keep a distance because its just fucking rediculous.. how can one ( Read more... )

2. IF YOU COULD EAT LUNCH WITH ONE FAMOUS PERSON, WHO WOULD IT BE? ozzy ( Read more... )

- Managed to wake for school.. went to bowl .. saw hotness he bowls.. get this.. down stairs and i just figured it out ( Read more... )

I dont even want to reflect on last night... it was fucking stupid

“You don’t need to know that I’m telling myself to stay when I feel like leaving. Because leaving is so easy, and staying takes work. But in the midst of the work, I might lose some of my fear” I don’t know why things like this happen and I don’t know why I just cannot take it. I’m strong and I usually can take such pain but lately I don’t know, it ( Read more... )

I just want to sit home and listen to the new fucking awesome music I found and just forget about all my fucking responsibilties, I dont want to go to school, Im sick of making phone calls, Im sick of writing essays,Im sick of waking up early to see the one thing that i cannot stand every morning bright and early, this is why I fail bowling

( A Decade under the Influence )

Thirteen random things you like ( Read more... )