Because I sure as hell don't know. I wish someone did...

Funny thing, I came on to vent and all that comes out is a steady breathe and the sad silence.

is going to be one of those depressing self-loathing entries where I'm just trying to vent so bear with me on this ( Read more... )

when you cry, you just want to be held, even if it's going to make you cry even harder. Stupid, I know, but just thought I'd throw it out there. I just want to be held.

I'm slipping...

I wish I could just make a freakin decision. I wish I could make a decision and stick to it. It's stressing me out so much of my hair is falling out!! AHHHH!!!!!!!! Too bad not all decisions can be made with the flip of a coin.

I thought I knew what I wanted... I'm not sure if I do anymore. It's been SOOOOOO much lately. So many decisions, so many confessions, so many changes. It's funny, I'm sitting here pausing for minutes at a time just at a loss of words. I wish I knew what it was I wanted. I'm not used to being confused over someone or someones. Who knows. I'm so ( Read more... )

Poor lonely LJ, how we neglect you ( Read more... )

That is me! I'm definitely very BOOKED. Tonight would be a first night I don't have something mandatory that needs to get done. I should do homework and such, but we'll see about that. Actually, I still need to make a trip out before I call the rest of the night my own. MAN, it's been sooooo hectic. I no longer am capable of sleeping in anymore as ( Read more... )

first, my stupid shift key is being gay, so no caps ( Read more... )

I apparently am a doormat. You can lie to me, I forgive you. You can hide things from me, and when I find out, I approach you and give you a chance to tell me yourself. I give EVERYONE a chance, if not three. I AM STUPID FOR THAT. I'll give you my world and more, then you'll take advantage of me and leave me in ruins without even taking a glympse ( Read more... )