um, my head hurts and there's a big empty hole in the middle of me.

i just wasted three hours of my life. good thing my favorite boy wasted them with me.
and thank you.

i wonder if i am happier or sadder than the average person.
and i think god wanted me to be a bird serial killer. i am intent on foiling that plan.

i just did the most stoner thing ever.
oh yeah, and i figured out the secret to life.

i create my own misery, but not without help.

don't fucking follow what everyone else is doing solely because you want to be their friend or whatever. you can become friends with whoever you want without being a fucking douche to the friends you already have.
what a bland day. math is stressing me out, and i don't really feel fulfilled with anything.

and that was a huge weight off my shoulders. i'm in a much better mood.

but i need to remember that i can never feel secure. cause i never truly am. i'm fucking crazy and i don't matter as much as i wish i did. i have a great boyfriend who has this uncanny ability to pick me up the second i begin to even wonder if i am feeling down. don't let me ( Read more... )

kill bill 2 today @ 4:40. hell yes.
and rather glad i avoided the craziness.
and i danced like elvis today to distract the security guards so natalie wouldn't get in trouble. sexy, i know.
i already posted this on eitan's but why not:
respect, life, happiness, dignity, love, music, independence, books, beauty, support, loyalty, poetry, security, ( Read more... )

that sucks.

so i'm officially off the market. and i can't wait for the getty and venice this weekend.