today was spent at the beach. and this is day 8 of me thinking that you're absolutely wonderful. there will be many more days to come.
and YES YOU ARE ORANGE. accept it, stop dyeing your hair, stop going to the tanning salon. haha.

i got the prom dress of my dreams today. i <3 bcbg for supplying me with a beautiful, elegant white dress. and i <3 a certain someone for driving me everywhere to shop. how fucking cute are you. and how fucking happy do you make me. i hope this lasts.

mmm, last night was fun fun fun. softcore porn&bruce almighty are much more fun when seen in jordan's movie room. i have some wonderful friends, we all laughed a lot together. how lucky am i?

i think someone (yes, i know who you are) figured out my livejournal password, logged in and changed it, then logged back in and changed it back. i have 2 emails that say my livejournal password was changed, but my original one still works and i never attempted to change it. so fuck you, whore. if anyone received a fucked up comment or something, ( Read more... )

mmm, what an uneventful day. i spent a small amount of much needed time with bella. then sarah and i acted like the dedicated students we used to be. san diego tomorrow, and i am slightly scared. i still have to pack.
i keep thinking about our conversation.

i was totally and completely accurate. hah.

tonight is looking optimistic. i am going to leave my house, i swear. stephanie&jessica time + one who will not be named. i am afraid that i was put in a crappy situation even though i didn't do anything to hurt anyone. these sentences are all unrelated and senseless. i <3 uselessness.

lunch with kyle was enjoyable. the rest of my day was a waste. and hanging out with an old friend after school was great. a lot of laughter, even when i fainted in 7-11. damn blood drive. i missed him way too much to lose touch with him again.
ps. you're not the only one who is involved in a situation like that. it isn't about you, so chill.

i'm crazy and mean and hateful. pathetic, as well. and worried. i don't expect anything from you except to be second best. and you don't know me, not even a little, so don't dare say your perception of me has changed ( Read more... )

i realized that i always see the best side in people, and by the time i let myself realize that they're incredibly selfish, outrageously vain, or just terrible people in general, i am so disgusted that i cannot be around them. i almost feel guilty that i have never cared about ending friendship. almost. i guess i can only tolerate stupidity, ( Read more... )