well no one ever reads this thing anyways so i dont know why i am writting i just needed to get some stuff out ( Read more... )

well im in summer school now and its alot of fun . but i have also been super busy between trying to make money working, and friends . it just sucks. oh yeah and my puppy preoccupies me alot too . i went to the beach yesterday and it was alot of fun but i got soooooo burnt. oh well at least i will be tan now ( Read more... )

ok so giving away my truck was not an easy thing to do ... i cryed for about an hour befor he got ther to get it , and it got to the point that i couldnt stay to watch him take it. but the up side is that i did find a great car that has basically become my whole life ( Read more... )

so i officially sold my truck i think today is my last day in it. tear tear !!! well i am so thankful that i have bryan ... he has helped me out so much with this whole selling my truck and buying a new car ( Read more... )

so i watch all these shows about hapiness... and i mean what really is happiness? all i know is that i have a dad who seams to only want me when he needs work done or when his wife is out of town , a mom who is mentally psycho... and im not over exagerating , friends that dont return my calls or that i am too afraid to call, and a boyfriend that i ( Read more... )

so im at my dads house where the computer doesnt have issues!!!! well i realized today that i have a quite boring life i sit on my but allllllll day!!!!! so someone rescue me and call me !!! lol . well i got my hair died today... just somemore blonde in it and on monday i go to get my extensions !!!! i am soooo excited i hope it turns out goooood ( Read more... )

i hate life!!!!!! ok so i have decided that i hope that i die at a young age .... tomorow would be nice!!!!!!! i wish i could vent on here but i cant ... some of u know y ....

y is it when i need u most its when ur the farthest away?

tears roll down my cheak

moist warm and full pain

for a better life is all i seek

but all i have is u to ( Read more... )

what do u do when u think you found that one but u keep running away from him cause of how scared u are that it wil end just like everything else? thats what i have been doing for a while now is trying to run ... but the difference is that this time something is always stopping me . ok here it comes vent time!!!! lol ( Read more... )

i freakin hate!!!!!! guys they are so freakin stupid!!!!!!! so freakin bryan gets my hopes up about us going to my river and now he doesnt ever wanna go . so now i am stuck at home all weekend . i dont understand it was ok for us to go to his river but now that we r going to my river with my family he doesnt wanna go so whatever im done talking to ( Read more... )

today has totally kicked butt!!!! sooooo much good stuff has happened !!! ok so heres how its gone, i woke up and went and talked to my manager about becoming a server and he said that i am the next to be moved up !!!!! yay!!!!!!!! so within 2 weeks ill be making soooo much money and having so much more fun working!!!! all of you have to come and ( Read more... )