it's been a very long time since i've written in here..but i think i need to. so to start off, does anyone ever even look at this thing? just curious..haha ( Read more... )

so i'm sitting outside, on a ducky blanket, in the shade of a nice beautiful sunny day with my future suitemate kerissa. and i just cannot be upset. so much is going wrong and i just can't feel any sort of regret for things in my life. i am so grateful for the beautiful weather, the friendships i have made this semester, my family, a great job and ( Read more... )

here is a list of a few changes since my last post ( Read more... )

so things have changed since i last updated ( Read more... )

so i finally did it i think. i finally realized i am better off. i think i am much happier now. it makes me feel good about myself that i finally overcame this entire situation ( Read more... )

i am so freakin stressed. i dont know when i am supposed to do everything demanded of me ( Read more... )

i guess i should update since a change in my life has occured ( Read more... )

idk, things are so different. just an update though..

my best friends are amazing<3 i'd die without them ( Read more... )

its not that i cant live without you,
it's that i dont want to
i cant hide my feelings anymore
you know you are the one i'll always want

i am not ready. i can't do this yet.
it's way too much for me to handle.
but how do i end something that hasn't started?
and is that really what i want?
or am i just, too scared?