Funny enough, this thought process was provoked while I was watching an episode of House with my mom. Apparently, he was trying to fix what he had done although it was clear that he could not undo what he had done. All he could really do was accept the reality of the situation and move on. Sometimes people suffer because they make themselves ( Read more... )

Forever young. You’d think that would be something to want in life, to be “forever young. “ But aside from being at the peak of your attractive years, what’s so good about it? Don’t get me wrong, I enjoy my youth but I know it’s not going to last forever. One thing it’s good for is that it is a continuum of learning. You learn at school and more ( Read more... )

Maybe I have hypomania... & Shayne too!

Hypomania (literally, below mania) is a mood state characterized by persistent and pervasive elevated or irritable mood, and thoughts and behaviors that are consistent with such a mood state. An unequivocal change in functioning that is uncharacteristic when asymptomatic. People experiencing hypomanic symptoms ( Read more... )

October 2, 2009 ( Read more... )

By allowing myself to become familiarized with my “being,” I discovered that helping others reminds me that I have substance. At times, I feel like my life is consumed by artificiality that only brings temporary happiness. Helping others reminds me that there is more to me than meets the eye.  It is through this that I feel unconditional happiness ( Read more... )

I should be doing homework but I think I should take the time to reflect on this past week or two. It has been a series of ups and downs with hardly any middle ground for me to fall back on. I feel so confused about my feelings for Shayne. Part of me wants to forgive him and forget it all happened but I know that’s not right to pretend that ( Read more... )

So, my English professor from Nepal really has great things to say. Every class time he says something that makes so much sense. It gets me to think, "why didn't I think of that?" Today he said something to me that made me at ease with the whole pro-life vs. pro-choice issue. He said something along the lines of that there is no such thing as good ( Read more... )

Dear Shayne ( Read more... )

At mass… as usual… my heart softened up.  There is no need to shut Shayne out. It hurt my pride… but at the end of the day it’s just my pride and if I’m able to overcome that nonsense then it’s important I don’t make Shayne miserable. That’s not my intention at all. I’m not one to seek revenge.  One thing is for sure is that I am not thinking of ( Read more... )

“Tears are words the heart can't express ( Read more... )