So, things between Shayne and I have been extremely good. We have been having a series of excellent times together... I wish I took the time to sit down and write about them. I don't want them to get lost in time... :) But, I don't sit down as mush as I'd like anymore because I'm either with him or my family. Summer is treating me great & I'm ( Read more... )

Shayne and me had a great time today. :) He responded well to the letter I wrote him... I mean last night he was upset but it's only natural. I am pretty inconsistent. He was being good to me even before I wrote that letter to him... but his goodness made me want to explain to him what is going on in my head ( Read more... )

So, I noticed that every second of the day matters. Say you are supposed to wake up no later than 5:30 AM but you wake up at 5:42 AM…. You are officially 12 minutes off at the start of you day. I’m pretty sure it does not matter once you have a new commitment to get to but it does alter the original one you intended to get to. On the drive to work ( Read more... )

So, my dad read me a letter Padre Adrian wrote when I was a puppy... oh... I mean a newborn. It gave me a new admiration for life. I was very touched by the letter because he expressed great appreciation for my existence in this world. How is it possible for a man, such as himself, to hold baby Isa with such regard? One thing that really stood out ( Read more... )

So, I spoke with Shayne about last night. He called at about 4:00 PM to apologize. All I could really say was “it’s okay, I forgive you.” Sounds pretty weak… it’s like everything I wanted to say didn’t want to come out anymore. His apology is all I really wanted deep down inside… and what angered me so much was that he took so long. But I guess it’ ( Read more... )

So, yesterday I had a good time. I went with Bertha for my touch up... oooh. Then, to complain with the laser people. ew. Then, my sister and I went to tan at the UTEP fitness center. Finally, I got to see my Shayne. Azu, Shayne & I went to eat at Chutney's. Then, my sister left us at his apartment and she took my car and went home. Shayne & I ( Read more... )

So, I need to analyze a certain something that I find embarrassing. :/ I uploaded pictures of Shayne & I onto facebook last night... from his photobooth... but he felt uncomfortable about it because he's "private". I'm trying to figure out if I'm the one acting unnaturally. I mean, it sounds better to be private about intimate things and not all " ( Read more... )

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So, fresh in my mind would be the documentary I just finished watching about the Holocaust... from the perspective of American Jews. Basically, injustice really really bothers me. Everything about World War II was terrible. I guess wars are terrible in general... and we won't know how terrible the present day war is until it's over. Millions of ( Read more... )

So, here it comes. Should I base my life on what might happen in six months? There are two sides to the situation & I feel like perhaps I should take the safe side. Yeah life should be lived in the moment but only to a certain extent. I really care for Shayne. No doubt. But I don't want to get hurt. I don't know how it feels to find "the one." But ( Read more... )