This is really very upsetting and i can imagine the sheer pain you are feeling. I'm so sorry the situation has turned out as such. If he has been lying AT ALL to you and talking meanly about you behind your back DO NOT allow him to be in your magnificent presence. He doesn't fucking deserve any gift you would offer him. If he cannot be truthful a million miles away; he wouldn't be anything you needed within three feet of you.
This is going to hurt but you don't need him, you don't need the situation and you definitely don't need to delve into self harm again. Obviously this is HIS issue, do not feel like this is about you in anyway. He's a wuss without a backbone. You deserve so much more. I love you, darling.
For those who read this now, after I've talked to Dawn... (this is not a please-excuse-me-from-all-wrongdoing post) I had been really busy that prevented me from a lot of contact. I wasn't aware the hotel was that expensive & now that I know, I have offered to give Dawn some money or have her cancel the booking & I make it myself. I have every intention of still visiting her (even if she just wants to slap me in the face or not see me while there, I owe it to her to put the ball into her court & not skip out of punishment if I'm really a bitch). I forgot her nerves are easily worried like mine. I'm not perfect but neither am I free from wrongdoing. Soylent Green is People. Vader is Luke's father.
I wouldn't slap you, not even if you were being the biggest bitch ever. No one should be assaulted or abused. I would just walk away and never acknowledge your existence again. As I said above: screw me over, and I may never speak to you again, screw over someone I love and I will fucking destroy your ass.
But I guess I'm willing to take a risk if you are.
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This is going to hurt but you don't need him, you don't need the situation and you definitely don't need to delve into self harm again. Obviously this is HIS issue, do not feel like this is about you in anyway. He's a wuss without a backbone. You deserve so much more. I love you, darling.
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I had been really busy that prevented me from a lot of contact. I wasn't aware the hotel was that expensive & now that I know, I have offered to give Dawn some money or have her cancel the booking & I make it myself. I have every intention of still visiting her (even if she just wants to slap me in the face or not see me while there, I owe it to her to put the ball into her court & not skip out of punishment if I'm really a bitch). I forgot her nerves are easily worried like mine. I'm not perfect but neither am I free from wrongdoing. Soylent Green is People. Vader is Luke's father.
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But I guess I'm willing to take a risk if you are.
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