All I care about is my happiness and an amazing person named nick. Sometimes he doesn't really seem to feel as if I love him, so it seems. However I am so madly in love with him truly there is no one else I'd rather be with.

Clearly it has been forever since I have wrote in this so called online journal. In the time I have lacked in writting online I kept updated in my actual journal. The real reason why I have even gotten online was to see my old journals and read my friends journals as well. It is very depressing to read some of them as they have so much emotion to ( Read more... )

Ok so i just wrote this huge live journal and i just deleted it entirely and im srating over new YAY!! lol .. ok well umm.... great now i got nothing to say.. *sigh* great. oh yeah steph here ( Read more... )

GO SHARKS LOL.. theres my team spirit lmao. Todays Friday.. i think ... no it is lol just checked 0:) anyhow been a complete bore lately i went out to eat for no reason with my grandma which just ended up me having a head ache from the talking my mom and her had that just never ended lol about things. Well this one guy was checking me out.. nothing ( Read more... )

WOW STEPH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH YOUR SUCH A GREAT BIG SIS! heh wow i was just thinking of you all those great sis memories we shared that we cant tell anyone cause they are all a secret but the funnest memories! Yeah your a spaz but lmao so am i sometimes so its ok we all can be a spaz and crazy. So lets see we got ( Read more... )

Life is a weird funny thing throwing you on a roller coaster of twists and turns never knowing what will come next a steep dive into fog a spiral after a spiral after another one or maybe a quick straight run leading to something bigger ocne more. yeah i have been hurt pretty bad i had described it to my friend though as a dark closed door i told ( Read more... )

Owwie lol i just burned or burnt my tongue.. owwie lol my tongue is hot lol... i went to church tonight wasn't really in there in fact i wasnt at all i was outside enjoying the cool air it was nice up until melissa and i saw this car hit this other car really hard we were so shocked cause it was so close we stood there... then we saw and adorable ( Read more... )

Chilly lol it was chilly today melissa can agree to that. Lets see i had a stupid climb a mountain bathe in the sea song and it literally took me almost the whole seventh period to think it up causing me to get a headache.. no need to use your head on mondays.. a complete waste of time lol. Baloo what were you saying about me.... now im curious. ( Read more... )

ICK stupid live journal didnt work when i had stuff to say now im not in the mood to explaining it lol. Well had a twenty six year old talk about wanting to have sex with me yesterday i was like im 15 hes like yeah so.. i was like umm no thanks.. lol A very uneventful weekend... i cant believe tomorrow is school already. I was going to go with ( Read more... )

Of course another long tiresome day of icky school. Today we were informed we were getting a new student so of course all the girls hoped it was a cute guy but nope it was another girl. she was really nice though. I try and try over and again to fall asleep in seventh hour but I HATE YOU MELISSA rofl no i love you but do i have to stay awake that ( Read more... )