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I hate myself more that I ever let on. I'm burned out at 22. I lived too fast and I loved too much and I'll die too young, but I chose this cup tjat I drank from. Knew what I was getting into. But I couldn't let out what I had to keep in. I'm ashamed of myself and unspeakable sins that I've committed and....I've made mistakes but I'll find my ( Read more... )

ok...i guess you all want an update...well...i started college last week...which is crazy as i dont know what...its crazy cuz im supposed to be older and more mature but im not...im not growing up...its cool ive accepted that...the classes r ok...im actually putting forth effort...damn thats crazy ( Read more... )

ok...well...we finally got home...we got home safely...but it took fuckin forever...ok...so sunday afternoon we got to mobile...not a bad trip...didnt kill anyone...walked around the church and stuff...it was a cool place...the building where the "programs" were held was awesome...like...a kick ass venue place...but anyways ( Read more... )

going away for a week...have fun people...

yeah...i havent been doing much lately...ive been working alot...no romantic relationship for me...some heartache...but thats expected from me...umm...im 18 now if you didnt know...i dont feel any different than if i were 13...yeah...if you didnt know already...i dont plan on "growing up"...i mean...ill go to college...get a real job...maybe be ( Read more... )

hmm...work sucks...late-night walmart free video games rules..."fwank" is kristyn's "special brother"...im down with the sickness..

these computers at southwest dont let me get on xanga...grr...

im almost 18...which all that means is i can buy cigarettes...but i dont smoke so it means nothing...i play guitar...im in this band called...uhh...well our cd is called the eli-twan experience...i play guitar on it...umm...i like playing guitar...matter of fact...i like playing music period...or even just humming a tune i dont even know...ive ( Read more... )