apparently ella thinks that things have gotten interesting and that i should update, i do not agree, but will keep her happy with a boring entry ( Read more... )

its interesting how people percieve each other, and the same situation in different ways. or how we remember each other. the things we say so that we are "cool" or the things we have done and regret. memories that are fun to relive, and memories you'd wish other people would forget. how mean people can be or how depressed. how when i don't try or ( Read more... )

you look so sad baby ( Read more... )

every have the feeling that you are gonna like someone before you even meet them? before you have seen them, talked to them, or anything? no info on them, just that they are gonna be within your general vicinity for quite some time? its so crazy. i just knew ( Read more... )

i like being in the rain. the rain feels so good hitting me. i dont' care how wet i get, how cold it gets, if my feet squish in my sandals, if my eye liner runs. it doesn't matter because the rain washes away all the crap that is around me. i can forget for that instant that my life isn't how i had wanted it, or how i had planned it. forget all ( Read more... )

stupid idiot ( Read more... )

school ends tomorrow. no one knows the pure ecstacy i'm feeling. had soccer on friday and saturday, it was really awesome. ummmmmmmmmm, hmmmmm nothing new really. yeah, so ok, bye i guess. feel free to hit me up...

me and ella went to wally world. oh yeah, and my bratty brother came to. bitchassmothafucka. it was cool. got good stuff. moving on...
jon out, new j-name in. will update more later.
my soccer team is #1 baby! we kick ass. soccer all weekend, hell yes!
gonna go now, need to study for exams...

still me and still feeling queasy ( Read more... )

shit has hit the fan.
everything is going wrong, i feel so goddamn sad. the people who i turned to the most aren't helping. there's nothing they can do i guess. i feel the depression coming on. no no, don't worry about me, you all never do.